Alisha. Tompkins.: Archive

Even though you're still sleeping...

I want to lay with you just to feel you’re arms wrapped around me a little bit longer.

Nov 12th

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Nov 12th

May 27th

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Mar 9th

I'm sick of never knowing.

Mar 9th

These pains that I keep getting...

are just signs of you telling me you’re growing. But it really hurts.

Dec 23rd

I just have to keep reminding myself that it's all...

Note to baby: please don’t make me feel sick for much longer….

Dec 14th

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I hope it's a girl too.

Dec 2nd

Why can I discuss it in my head with perfect...

I just don’t get it.

Dec 1st

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Aches n pains

Maybe I shouldn’t let it bother me. But I can’t help that it does.

Dec 1st

You better not try to buy my time because you...

Nov 30th

Is it bad that I gave my boyfriend a positive...

Shhhh….

Nov 28th

someday someone will walk into your life & make...

Oct 27th

Spare Change

So, these last 15 days have changed my mind and my life completely. I’m glad that I’ve gone through the struggles I have faced, and I am glad that I have been able to overcome them with such grace. I am a proud woman. I believe every woman should stand up for what they believe in.

Oct 23rd

Dear Lord:

Please bless me with a miracle on Thursday. This month will determine a LOT about my future. All I am asking for is a better July/ August compared to June. -Amen.

Jul 6th

Now this will be a beautiful death,

letting everything GO. Jumping out the window…

Jun 22nd

Please remember, I'll always love you.

I feel like the part that was keeping me strong just died. I don’t know what I’m going to do or how I’m going to get past this part of my life. Everything happens for a reason, and now I’m waiting for the phone call to explaine the story. I wish you could come back to me, but I know you cant. I wonder what would have happened if i never met you on the night of April...

Jun 6th

Jun 5th

Day 1:

Shitball. Thank you, Lord, for the way you work your magic.

Jun 5th

10% Complete.

I’ll be growing and changing for another 240 days. I’m scared as FUCK!

Jun 5th

Tomorrow is never promised.

I can’t believe the things that are happening in todays world. Why did you think that was the only way out? Did you think about your daughter before you pulled the trigger? Did you think that if you just surrendered that in a few years everything would be ok again and you could live your life one more time? I wish I were closer to you. It always takes death for someone to see what...

May 10th

I'm happy:

I have a lot I can say. I choose to only write about a couple. -I have a second job, and I love it. My co-workers are the best, and I look forward to coming into work. It’s nice. -I’m with someone every day that brightens my mood. I wake up looking forward to seeing them and everything’s 100%. I’m starting to feel like things are going to be alright. It may not be...

May 3rd

Why do we work so hard during our youth

-Just to die?

Apr 28th

I spent a whole hour at work doing NOTHING!

-and I got paid for it.

Apr 21st

The last of many weekends:

I applied for a second job yesterday. Who knew it would come to this. I’m not going to be able to tell my family because I want them to know I can handle the world on my own. The money will be nice though. Right?

Apr 21st

I have an idea..

lets put the temperature on freezing in your office, then put a lock box around it so you cant change that shit. I’m freezing. I have 2 jackets on and a blanket. My fingers are like popscicles.

Apr 13th

I have 4 days to be a "kid"....

I’m not sure what I want to do with myself.

Apr 13th

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My New Year resolution has just been accomplished.

1. Get my own place by 2011.

Apr 5th

HOME:

I’ve found a place to call my own. Only problem is..I haven’t told my mom. My nerves have gotten so fried in the last few days. I haven’t told my cuzzo that someone else is going to be staying with us for a while.. =/ I’m horrible. I’m too nice of a person, yet I fuck with people. I don’t understand myself. -Anyway. I’m scared. Plain and simple. ...

Apr 2nd

Strike 1:

You shouldn’t make me wait on you. If you can’t do anything, tell me, don’t make me wait all day.

Mar 31st

Mar 30th

Mar 29th

Did you know?

chrisymphony: That abstract vector spaces have rules strikingly similar to, and resemble that of both subspaces and R^n? I learned that today. I really am a Math major. Did you know that I had absolutely NO idea what you were talking about the entire time I was reading this….? lol

Mar 25th

I wanna make love to you...

this right here’s a panty dropper

Mar 25th

I think I'm stranded but I don't know where, I've...

Mar 24th

How do you know if/when you love somebody?

Mar 24th

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my day isn't 'normal' if i don't start it off...

-now that i’ve wasted an hour of my work day, I can finally start.

Mar 24th

Mar 23rd

The fucking sun is out.

Hot damn, I’m excited!

Mar 23rd

Where is my mind?

Mar 23rd

Mar 22nd

I wish there was a song I knew that would allow me...

Mar 22nd

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